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//Just a note to say that you should save anything you don't want to lose. I've got the second account up and running and once I'm sure I've rewatched everyone I want to and blah blah blah, this account will be deactivated. I have been checking the comments on this journal and whatnot, so if you want to keep in contact and I haven't rewatched you yet (it should be apparent when I do) just drop me a comment and I probably will. I repeat, in a couple of days this account will be deactivated.
So this is something that I've been considering for a good little while now.
I'm barely online here anymore, if I'm honest.
There's various and numerous
#notdeadyet
Hi guys!
Apparently I've been kind of absent lately, and I apologise for that! I have a multitude of reasons for this; mostly because my old laptop is on its last legs and I didn't like using it, it was slow as hell and had keys missing and just. I didn't like using it.
BUT THAT IS A PROBLEM NO LONGER I TELL YOU! Because, to cut a long story short, I managed to get a lot of money in benefits backpayments AND WAS ABLE TO FINALLY BUY A NEW LAPTOP TODAY! I'm not used to the keyboard yet, but whatever. Here we are.
The laptop's name is Hawkeye. Because it's purple.
Anyway, just to let you know that I am in fact still alive and shall hopefully
whatever
I'm going to do a song meme or two and pretend that I don't feel like shit right now. Sorry if I come off as attention seeking or some shit but I cannot bring myself to care right now. And some links too yay.
nicked this from MikiraWolf (https://www.deviantart.com/mikirawolf)
1. I have a fear of Devour.
2. I hate The Beautiful People.
3. I hate you because Build God, Then We'll Talk.
4. I love New Divide.
5. I love you because 21st Century Breakdown.
6. She said Hear Me Now.
7. He said Is It Horrible.
8. We said Centuries.
9. I caught a disease from Dirty Work.
10. I would sing Rescue Me as a love song.
11. I found Fences in my room.
12. I would kill someone if they C
#katisagrumpypants
Yeah. You can read about why that is here.
I guess this is an apology of sorts???
I know I haven't been especially active lately and only talking to like one or two people??? I apologise for that I guess. I'm more active on tumblr.
I have been getting all of your comments and replies and shit but I've just really, really, really not felt up to social interaction lately. My depression has been getting worse and just... please don't take it personally??
Leading up to the incident I'd attended a meeting with my mother and uncle regarding my grandmother's health and she's gotten to the point where, for the sake of her health, it's better for
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Ohhhhhhh I remember that! I dont remember who's contest or what contest it was, but it was definitely that since I remember you doing those fucking adorable blinky chibis and I looked at them and was so much in awe and looked the rest of your gallery and everything was so amazingly cute and adorable I had to watch you too. <3
As far as the NaNo thing goes, I have tried for YEARS to win and last year was the first one I honestly made to the 50K within the month.. Before that the longest I ever got was 25K with pure luck and nothing else. I dont really know what to say to that. It was fucking painful as all hell. Well.. I had a someone pushing me forward into finishing it and motivating me despite him never knowing that cause I will never be around to tell him that, but whatever thats getting too deep into the subject. Really tho its the environment and actually set goal and deadline with a somewhat refined idea of what you are doing that made that happen. 30 days and 50K words? That results down to about 1,666 words a day really if you write daily, so its not actually that big of a number. Its a huge ass challenge in the end to keep doing that shit but apparently miracles do happen.
(I just have to mention that the version up on dA is the edited version, the first draft I wrote to get to the word limit was HORRIBLE. Thankfully that doesnt exist anymore so the edited version is now the original version. XD So trust me, it wasnt even nearly as good as that at first)
I'm so sorry I'm rambling I dont even know why
Oh yes and as for Torchwood, I have tried watching it but somehow it just doesnt really feel like my cup of tea exactly. Its a bit too dark for me, I really love that version of Captain Jack tho, but other than that its just a bit too.. Dark for me, really. Considering it origins from Doctor Who which is a lovely lighthearted FEELS show. But yeah. I should really try watching it again tho, I got like four or five episodes in only when I last time watched it.. And Netflix has it, so finding it wont be that hard either!